Because of end of the year, it was so busy day in shizutetsu store. We could sell a lot of cheese:) today,I thought about my strange feeling. "Why do I like the people?"Sometime I am argumentative:) anyway,I talked to my shopo's boss today.I think he has a cute character. he is really easy to understand and bully ojisan.at firt,I hated him.because I thought he is not friendly and not so mature.he is 50years old!!I really hoped for the boss...mature and kind to everybody. that why ,I really liked secound manager at first.He is ojisan,too.but friendly and kind to everybody and soooo nice to me. I could talk about my feeling to him.because he said "u don't have to chenge ur character"It was made me happy. he transfered to the another store.dakara mou aenaikedoneeee:) but I often thought,I do like him as my boss,but I wouldn't love him as a boyfriend if we r same age....I didn't know why I felt... we r similar and nice to me....but I could understand now. I like the person who is so different from me. that why ,I do like my bully boss now. He is not good at pretend to be adult ,not friendly to people.but he really talk about his favorite things .he has a good smile when he is talking . Ofcourse he is good worker :) As u know,I am so great actress to people...I can do smile even I am not interested in the topic...that why ,many coworkers and friends(not truth friends)think Emi is good woman....I don't like it though... that why,I lke him now. at first ,he didn't talk to me very much,but we can talk with smile now(even short time) about 2years ago..one of my old friend said" I think u r atractive and really like u.but we r too similar....it is the biggest problem..." at that time,I couldn't understand why do he said sach a thing. but I have sama opinion now.... 好きでも似すぎてるとつかれちゃう。気を遣うポイントがおなじだから。でもぜんぜんちがうと、おもしろいしそれがいとおしく感じる。ふと考えた。だから3年間もある人のことを好きだったんだなぁって。嘘つけなくて、まっすぐで私にない物いっぱいで。。。いろんな人に大人の男の方がいいっていわれたけど不思議なみりょくに負けてきたからなぁ 笑
だからね、彼を忘れるために優しい人ならだれでもいいからつきあおうと思っていたけどそれはやめようかとおもう。きっとうまくいかないもん。すこし彼みたいにまっすぐな人でおばちゃん恵美でもいいって言ってくれる人をさがすぞぉ。なーんてね。ちょっと考えた一日でした♪
