Yesterday,I had a day off:) yey yey!!Actually I had been sick,my tummy was so strange ...I thought I would die.... but I feel better now and went to sushi restaurant with my mom and went to the special shrine.Do u know yakuyoke?the shrine is famous for talisman=yakuyoke.
As u know,I am so simple:) I really want to be genki this year that why my mom took me there.( I have been talking about it for looooong time to her.)
iikoto arutoiinaaaaa.......
acutually there was so happy thing on the nite.At last ,I could talk to Ronnie chan on MSN messenger. She was so nice.....I could be so happy .we talked about many things.....I wished if she were here. Recently ,I have been thinking so strange things."Why am I here? Do I have to pretend? faith? Why do I speak Japanese?Why do I feel?I don't want to think ...."but I could talk such a strange things to her. I am so happy that I could meet her. arigatou Ronnie chan.
Aaaaaand arigatou for Sarahchan,too.she always makes me happy and I do love to talk with u. I must be a lucky bitch. because I could meet them.
実は、とってもさみしい。自分の本心を心から伝えられる人はいま日本にはいないから。でもね、こんなにはなれていても気にしてくれるひとがいることだけでも幸せだって思うことにした♪そういう人がいない人もいっぱいだしね。好きだった人は、たぶん今幸せだから私のことはわすれちゃったみたい。。。クリスマスでさえメールくれなかったもん。おばちゃんはいらないんだよねぇ。さみしいけど、彼にとってはその程度の存在だったって思わないとね。恵美はいらないなら仕方がない。。。前向きにがんばりまーす。
